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IF I WERE DEAD

 


You said:

"If I did not love you,

you would be dead."


I nodded my head.


but...


If I were dead


You wouldn't jerk in your sleep

eyes fluttering, moaning

rolling out of bed, groaning


If I were dead

beer would grow cold

before becoming piss


I am alive

so what is it

that you miss?


I am alive

Why do you grieve?


Whose heart are you wearing

on your sleeve?


If I were dead

maybe you could sleep at night


If I were dead 

maybe you could meet the sun

with dry brains.


I must be dead

or you must be

insane


But I am alive


Could it be?


You have died?


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