They Call Me Cookie to My Face

 You steal from you family and strangers who work hard and don't get to get high and have excuses. You pimp out your spouse and call it struggle love.  You ruin neighborhoods and businesses with your filth and uncouth behavior. I'm judging you.  Someone needs to.  Someone needs to tell you: "Yes, it is your fault." Unless someone pinned you down and forced you to ingest drugs it is your fault. People judge victims of rape and sexual abuse all the time. No one says much about it. In most courts you are openly allowed to judge an alleged victim by their alcohol use, their choice of clothing, and whether or not they were alone with their attacker.  But for some insane reason, you are not allowed to judge a person who picked up a needle, a stem or some other apparatus and ingested drugs.  I'm tired of the stock stories.  "Oh, I twisted my ankle helping an elderly woman cross the street. The doctor prescribed me opiates and now I'm hooked. Wahhh!" You may...

 ...And now I have a tik ok and youtube channel.  Yes I stole. Yes, I shot dope into my arm until it rotted off.  But when the nurse commented: "You do this to yourself and you're afraid of what I'm doing? (lancing wound and injecting with antibiotics)" I was offended. How dare she point out my cognitive dissonance! I didn't lose my arm months later because of poor hygiene and continued drug use. I lost my arm because that bitch got smart with me.  Yeah, I'm manipulative...so what? Yes, I wasted tax dollars on the upkeep of my drug induced self inflicted flesh rot, but you know what? You have no right to judge me!!! When I'm sucking dicks in the parking lot of your kids school, don't judge. When I'm taking a shit in the alley next to the daycare, don't judge.  When your husband gives you an STD because I refuse to wash my ass much less my festering wounds, don't judge.  Just make sure you donate to my fund for recovery. So I can get my teet...

  I have recently been taking an honest look at myself while watching a lot of you tube.  One of my latest favorite channels is Trilogy Media. They are like Catfish but they focus on exposing scammers.  It was on this channel that I saw what I believe to be THE most thirsty woman alive!  This woman had been sending some dude who was a retired general and supposedly stuck in Ghana money for 8 years.  This woman was even donating blood and plasma to keep up the payments.  And guess what? Not one dicking has she received. NOT A ONE! No dick picks, no streaming softcore porn...nuthin. My God... Here I am downing myself. I'm sitting her thinking I'm turning into some sort of evil, bitter, hairy pre-menopausal nun. No, I'm fucking fine. I'm on the right path.  But back to this lady.  So the guys on the show pull out all stops to convince this woman that not only is she NOT speaking with a retired general in Ghana but the man is not white. This lady happ...

  " We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal,  that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness.   " - Gaza is not ruled by Israel. So if you hold the truth of what is quoted above they have no right to launch an assault, right?  -The united states is a sovereign country but believe me if another nation were to impede our ability to do business and live in prosperity YOU WILL see some sparks fly.  Israel...

  Since I've worn diapers the world has wept for Israel It was only after I began to walk That I began to weep as well When I learned to read I wept tears of tar and feathers It is not that I don't care Torn from their beds by crazed animals For some ghost of an offense They had the audacity to live free Just like Emmett Till Doors kicked in and fires set screams in the language of hate They have the nerve to use the name of God but not wear white sheets But at least their wives are at home making dinner for the family and their tired black hearted soldier There are no apples for the pies  There are no hot dogs and barbeque Their cameras lack the film to celebrate Instead they send videos threatening to kill hostages And Israel lights up the sky  with their arrogance When will the missiles fall for all the men who crossed the railroad tracks just to be tied to them again? I'm tired of weeping.  

  Paris, the city of love. Everyone brags about their honeymoon in Paris. They have a lock on the  Pont des Arts   . They had coffee and pastries at the best Patisseries and blah blah blah. I'm sure Paris is beautiful. It is full of history and art. Also ca coute cher. And to be as expensive as it is I wish I fucking would have to inspect my hotel room bed before I sleep in it.  That is what the cleaning staff SHOULD be doing.  I was on reddit as some douchebag was like: "It really is not different than anywhere else. Just make sure you check your mattress and hang up your clothes." Dude ,if I am paying an arm and a leg to have the Parisian experience, the least they can do is thoroughly clean the got damn room. Its thirsty ass people like you literally itching to hop the pond to these coveted places that make it easy for these hotel owners to rip you off.  Bed bugs are not normal wear and tear. Bed bug infestations negatively affect your stay. You shouldn'...

  " A helping hand is a helping had whether dirty or clean." -Not to say that people can't change, but if the same hand that hurt you turns around and helps you it may not be due to a change of heart.  Many tyrants and oppressors use the "bite and blow" technique to build a loyal following of minions. They may have killed your uncle but they bought your family a house. All you have to do is keep your mouth shut. "Don't bite the hand that feeds you." -This kind of goes with the one above. Just because someone is giving you a food doesn't mean they really give a fuck about you as a human being. ...*COUGH* the slave trade and slavery.  "Blood is thicker than water." -Physically it is, but it can also drown you just like water can. I recently ran across an online article pointing to the actual meaning of the saying in the bible.  Take a look:  https://www.anythinklibraries.org/blog/misunderstood-sayings#:~:text=%E2%80%9CThe%20blood%20of%2...

  Are you being judged? Are you being watched? Are they counting YOUR money? Are you being clocked? But can't be stopped? You just might have value. Something too hot to handle.  They could never hold a candle. Their homes are too dark. Its that light that you have. Its those tricks in that bag. And I don't mean the ones just for kids.  Are they snubbing you? Fake loving you? Do they smother you? Hover over you? Is your name a category of their "bored" games. See, they have time on their hands. They've gotten it all figured out. Done done it all. But the one thing they can't conquer... is you.

  In another post I posed the question as to how the suburban housewife is suddenly launched into street life. What exactly is assaulting the innocence of the stay at home mom or working suburban tiger mom? What monster is responsible? I've realized the answer was right in front of me the whole time.  This monster doesn't exist.  The suburbanite has never been innocent in drug culture...EVER! Nor have they been innocent in any other vice of epidemic proportions.  These benzo driven members of society have always been high and have always looked the other way.  I watched a documentary on Netflix called "Abducted in Plain Sight." It follows a family whose young daughter is taken advantage of by a family friend. Turns out he not only had sex with their underage daughter but he also had sexual encounters with the mother AND the father.  Suburbia is a trash can of vice.  They look down on the poor and call them losers. All the while they rape, murder, sell ...

1 Corinthians 13:11: " When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things."-NKJV *If you want the original Septuagint  translation go find it yourself.   Video games. They get blamed for everything; violence, sexual debauchery and general sociopathic tendencies.  They get blamed for everything except being vehicles of preserving and passing on culture and values throughout time.  Many would argue that a grown person who plays video games is immature. They have much more productive things they could be doing instead of sitting in front of a TV with a controller in their hands.  Of course, there is too much of a good thing. Some adults become addicted and neglect their responsibilities. This being a reality, I still would like to argue that gaming as one ages is not only a sign of maturity but an obligation to the universal language of survival skills. In China, games are ...

 I'm upset. IT'S AN OUTRAGE! Here we are consuming stale sequels and remakes and the SAG and WGA are outside waving signs.  I want to know if Tom Cruise's hip will make it through another mission impossible. I want to see Indiana Jones raid the social security office.  I want to see that shit.  But no....These entitle actors want residual checks over $20 dollars. So selfish! I have been waiting for season 2 of The Sandman.  Last I saw,  Satan the Karen was going to write a letter to corporate about how Jesus the dreaming and Matthew the Holy Ghost was acting up in hell. "Dear God, I am so insulted! I was minding my own business reigning over all the evil forces that walk earth and here comes your immortal son and his little sidekick. He lost one of his toys in my backyard and had the nerve to come into my home uninvited. The nerve! Not only did he insult one of my many subordinates but he struck me with the truth of the gospel. So disrespectful! I demand a ...

 The first thing I found out about this "mental illness" is that it is not actually a codified mental illness. It is not in the DSM AT ALL. The second thing I found out is that it is a product of pop culture. At that point the validity of the label immediately came in to question.  Growing up Peter Pan was one of my favorite Disney movies. Which is why when "Hook" came out I instantly fell in love.  Now from what I remember Peter Pan was a pretty cool dude. He was a little silly but he seemed to get on well in what most children would find an unforgiving environment.  Many that get labeled with Peter Pan Syndrome are accused of being immature, reliant on others or otherwise child-ISH. Peter Pan was none of those things, really. He managed to keep himself fed, he could sword fight. He stood up against the oppression of pirates (grown ass men) and other villains and won.  Most modern children have a meltdown if the WIFI goes out or their favorite social media plat...

 Here I go again, pulling the race card.  Its not about race. Drug addiction doesn't care what race you are.  That's true. But guess who does? The people paying for your treatment, the government officials deciding the budget and the police officers deciding whether or not they want to beat your ass and leave you in a cell to die from detoxing.  You can argue with me on those but the statistics are overwhelming in my favor.  So fuck you. Anyway I find it interesting that most of the pill heads running around are part time soccer moms, college drop outs, and washed out frat boys. And they are white. Its an epidemic now. Of course there was D.A.R.E in the 80s but that was really designed to teach children how to snitch on their parents and neighbors. That isn't necessarily a bad thing.  I just wish that the country cared more when vets were coming back from the Vietnam war, or when Harlem turned from a monument to black art and music into a fucking trash can....

  Can ghosts feel pain? They don't have bodies or a nervous system. Most of the time we can't see or hear them. So its not like we'd know. That's not what I am referring to though. I'm referring to pain that one can feel in a body part that is no longer connected to the body.  When I lived in New Orleans I met a woman who used to be a police officer. She got in a really bad car wreck and ended up losing an arm.  Her arm was amputated right above the elbow.  She would sometimes complain of feeling pain in her hand that she no longer had. I asked her how do you know its your hand that is hurting.  She said she just remembered what it was like to have pain in her hand.  She was on quite a few pills so I can't just use her as an example but in the medical community  phantom pain  is a very real thing.  It occurred to me that if the brain can convince you that a part of your body that no longer exists is in pain, then what is pain? It it an illusi...

 Is the funniest man of the year.  And its not because he's crazy, or how he dresses.  I'm not sure if anyone else has noticed that the boldest statements this man has made have never come out of his mouth. From scandal to scandal he emerges from the flames only slightly smoking. What is this guys secret? How does he do it? How can he lose 1.5 billion in wealth but still be worth 400 million? He has started a school and a church.  Is he even human? All I know is this man kept me in stitches all through 2022 and we all know how much America, hell the world needed a good laugh.  You called his clothing line trashy and said it looked like it was for the homeless. So he made you dig through garbage bags to find your size.  You called him crazy and he made you look crazy. Yeezy wouldn't have been shit without his name on it. Now they can't move the merch without him. His statements are offensive and inappropriate but you need his ass now don't you? You need his ...

  When asked why I don't have more friends, a boyfriend, etc I usually reply with something to the effect of : "Because most people are full of shit." Apparently I'm right. I can not enjoy my trash YOUTUBE videos in peace without back to back "How to shit videos." I am seldom constipated. I poop at least once a day every day. I looked it up thinking I was sick or had dumping syndrome or some shit. According to Dr. Google it is normal to poop only  3 times a week.  Word? So you eat everyday but only poop 3 out of every 7 days? Something don't seem right about that there. AT ALL.  It is said it can take up to 72 hours for you digestive system to process the food you eat. Even if that is true, how does that equal to only pooping 3 times a week and it being normal? Its not like one eats on Monday and then waits two days and eats on Wednesday and then waits 2 more days.  Folks be eating EVERY DAY.  I'm confused.... But I ain't constipated. This nappy ...

 https://www.jkrowling.com/opinions/j-k-rowling-writes-about-her-reasons-for-speaking-out-on-sex-and-gender-issues/ Y'all remember Transformers right?  Well the bad guys are back. Its a shame because things were going fine and balance was slowly being restored to the universe. You would think that after all these milestones and grand achievements that man kind would have some sort of grip on logic. NAW... When I watch the news now it reminds me of the Red Scare in the 50s. Back then the worse thing you could be was a communist. Now the worst thing you could be is transphobic (with fatphobic in a close second). I'm glad most of authors that shaped our generations minds have passed on and no longer have to witness this nonsense.  And I'm not going to preface what comes next with what I do and do not support. I will just clearly state that what I do not support is NONSENSE. Now the transphobic finger is being pointed at J.K. Rowling for her comments on twitter I believe. Ah,...

 Tidus would have been on drugs with baby mommas for sure. Don't get me wrong. I'm a big fan of FFX but the more I think about Zanarkand's description being a machine run utopia the more I have a hard time believing it. If you haven't played the game to the near end then don't read this. (I'd imagine not many people do but since I actually care about fellow gamers enjoying the experience of the story, I thought a warning was warranted.) So this game is awesome. Its set in the future of the future. And in the first future, all the work is done by machines and humans get to play all day. The city's most popular form of entertainment is blitzball. The main character is a star player of said sport.  Now you see quite a few NPCs in Zanarkand but here's where the fantasy plays in. NONE of them are fat. There are few small children.  There are few old people. Everyone seems healthy and sane. NO one is doing drugs. No one is seen eating a got damn thing! With al...